“Compare yourself to who you were yesterday, not who someone else is today.”- Jordan Peterson
Being a photographer is a great job as a creative, however I try to view as more of a means to learn, grow, and meet people through. I feel over the course of this year I have not only grown as an artist, but also as a person. I recently took a trip back out to Columbus Ohio BreakAway Music Festival for a second year. While going through the images I took some time out to look back over my journey as a photographer that is easily depicted through the course of one year. If you think I’m conceited after this, please note that I hate the other 1000 plus images that I take haha.
I would not consider myself an extremely assertive person. Not sure if it stems from not wanting to come across as rude, unapproachable, or if in general just have a laid back attitude. I do my best to stay out of the way while still trying to capture a particular moment or emotion. These images showcase the progress I’ve made in dealing with the environment around me in terms of being more assertive and composing (sometimes directing) the shot I have in mind while still allowing it to be natural.
It is extremely important to be self-aware as an artist. We should always be thinking about our process, decisions, strengths, weaknesses and our prejudices. We should also be mentally present and aware to the environment around us, for instance while one the stage as you are shooting said artists.
I won’t lie, at the beginning this gave me major anxiety in both safety and simply trying to avoid any sort of embarrassment. I would constantly worry about knocking a whole set up over or falling off stage in front of a large crowd (and everyone catches it) and ya know…things of that nature haha. So at the beginning you could perhaps say I would rush these sort of shots out of I guess fear. Over time however I have gotten far more comfortable navigating in said atmosphere while still staying out of view. These images I think help depict how I am now better able to plan my composition accordingly while doing it promptly.
Lately too I’ve been trying to work on selecting some of my favorite images, really narrowing it down. I want to improve so I try to be critical of myself…but in a constructive manner. I value other people's opinions, but at the same time I have to take my own into consideration. My work is very much a part of me but at the same time its separate. This separation is important for it helps in being able to take critiques and use them to improve. Remember, they are analyzing your work, not you as a person. So below are some of my personal favorites from the festival a few months prior.
Well that’s all I really have for now, until next time!
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